you know,it really got me thinking.



it's 13days to concert, and our band is really not up to standard.
well, at least that's what i think.
so, why am i making such a big effort to sell so many tickets when some people cant even sell 5?



im worried.






worried that the band will not perform up to standard.
worried that people will REGRET coming for the concert.
worried that my friends'll think it was a waste of time and that 'i shouldn't have bought tickets from veronica.'


ughhh.





so what if i regularly go for self practices?
it wont make much of any differences if other people dont put in effort into making the band sound like 'that gold band' once again.



i really miss that Genting trip.
when the band played the Bflat chord before the competition,it just warmed me inside out
despite the cold weather.
i can still remember it.
that was 2years ago


and i havent heard anything as good as that since.





i was listening to the recording of The Merry Widow last night.
it occurred to me how our band can never play as good as that


if everybody puts in effort,im sure we'll get our targets!
but is everyone willing to?
that's the question.



i hope its a yes.im sure the band'll get back in shape if everyone has the mindset to!
i really so badly want to hear the band play like a true gold band again


help me realise this dream?







focus? focus!